Serious question: Do you think Takamina is envious/jealous of acchan and tomochin? She's pretty outspoken about getting a singing solo, but those two got it first. I was thinking that she might not be and will patiently bide her time... but do you think she might be stinging a little bit?
captain is still human, of course.
...or maybe she means she wants a solo when she's out of AKB48? O_O
The answer under my perspective. If you read it,please respect it. I dont want a f*cking argument now cuz my brain is god damn tired and I dont care about anything.
First of all, I would not say she is not envious/jealous. You said that yourself, she's human after all. She also said that she kinda felt frustrated, but she couldn't help being Minami Takahashi. I don't know what the hell is she thinking, but she definitely disappointed at herself rather than jealous with her friend. And yeah, everyone knows she gonna push herself more and more.
Minami-chan, you have to see it. You have to see that they have nothing better than you under a singer image. They're just hotter, sexier, more girly and fan services more than you. They are good as an idol, not a singer. And in my thought,if you really, really want to have your own career, please think about yourself first. I know that you care about others, you care about AKB48, you are their Leader. But what's the point? What's the point of putting all of those burden in your shoulder? like it is the strongest shoulder of all time or something? Do you see, Minami-chan? Do you see that what's your AKB48 has become? it's not about hard working or do your best anymore.. It's an agencies' war. It's all about how much money that you can get back to your agency and AKB48. I might see it harsh, I might get it too tight, but it is the god damn cruel truth. It is a serious business. Not a place for you to get in, have fun with your friend, try your best to reach your dream and that it, you'll have it. No, it's not simple like that.. Minami-chan,please, please think about yourself. Because after all, it IS you, who make the decision. You choose to be with AKB, you choose to take responsibility among them, you CHOOSE to become their Leader. You choose to bear the burden... I'm not complaining, I really appreciate the fact the you are the one that pull every member together, I really do. It's one of the biggest reason I love you so much... But, Minami-chan.. it's time. It's time to let them go. It's time to have your own world, your own right to think about your own future. They are all grow up. They, are parts of the most famous idol group in Japan. You don't have to worry anymore. I know it's hard, it's like the feeling of a mother/sister let goes of her kid/ younger sister to stand alone..but you have to. Otherwise...
I can see the impatience of your fans, I'm one of them, for god's sake! And please, see that they are losing their hope, losing their faith, losing their love..in you. It hurt. It hurt so much for me to see that you are losing your wotas. Think twice, Minami-chan, is it worth? Do you see that Mariko-sama, Miichan are worry for you? for your own career? They are your friends, best friends, who go with you for the whole 5 and a half years..they can see it..then why don't you? or you see it but you choose to ignore? Do you see that everyone encourage you to care more about yourself? DO YOU SEE IT??
I can stand not hear or see anything about you for a week, 2 weeks. I can stand seeing you at the #7 in the sousenkyo. But I CAN'T stand the thought/ the scene of you, stading back there, echo for Acchan. I don't know, I take it bad, I guess.. but I just can't stand... I cried. I did anything to get myself out of those negative thoughts..but with you disappear lately, it becomes worse.
The last question? No, I dont think Minami-chan plan it that far. Even if I have a bad feeling about release her debut solo when she is, still with AKB, but.. I want to wait for that day. Hell, what am I waiting for? She took 5 years, to finally have her own solo song in a stage!!! and what? another 5 years for a solo debut? yeah.. who knows.
Damn the whole fandom thing make me like a crazy fan, in a crazy mode right now. I'm gonna ask this question until I quit being your fan, I think, "What have you done to meeeeeee?????"
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